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in this life...

by Ava Blu

it was when i took a second to catch my breath that
i realized you no longer looked my way.

i coughed harder on purpose, trying to make the sounds an avalanche might make before swallowing souls in its wake;

you did not hear me.


but i have become used to such things, they cause little to no pain now, rereading messages, re-reading poems we wrote together, re-
membering the destruction you put me though;

you did not hear me even then.

and now when the clouds part and the snow tumbles down like a tornado alongside a mountain, i whisper only to myself about missed chances and re-
grets.

10/20/2026

Author's Note: ...or the next

Posted on 10/20/2026
Copyright © 2026 Ava Blu

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Anita Mac on 10/22/26 at 10:41 PM

It seems so odd to me that I should log in for the first time in months and see that you have just posted something. It is different than a younger you, as it should be. Still poignant, flowing, and never lacking that edge.

Posted by Richard Vince on 10/23/26 at 04:40 PM

Yes. Sometimes it takes a while to see things as they are rather than seeing what is convenient or necessary to keep going. Yet more regrets to collect on our way through life. :)

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