I cannot sleep
in my own bedroom
(my husband died
about 2 weeks ago
in the adjoining bathroom)

So it hard
absolutely impossible
to sleep there

except when my kids
are here

So I veg out on my
couch 24/7
Not exactly what I had
in mind

I need to move

This house has too many memories
both good and bad

I miss him
I always will

As much as we were at odds
The love was always there

Sleep?

Not something I do well
these days

09/22/2022