Burning Flower by Matthew SharpI'm bereft and bereaved
Best believe there's tricks up my sleeve
Should've never let me free
I turn it on you cuz you turned it on me
Civility is silly to me
Its really a disease
They need to leave
This animal be
I just wanted peace
Psychologically fleeced
Told what to buy and eat
Born in front of a lying tv
That's how I'm supposed to live and be?
Psychological trickery
I'll never forgive what it did to me at least it tried
Enhancing the truth with lies I find in the roof of my mind
But there is no roof
Just another lie to keep em blind
A diamond crusted blindfold
Barely tell the shine From the eye hole I'm told
But I don't listen though
Never did never will
I ain't spinnin on a wheel
That's a prison for real
Venomous feel
Destined to fail the snake swallows its tail
The mental prison worse than jail
As we lay down on its bed of nails
To soothe the savage inside
How do you manage the lie
Do you use beauty like I
Not like the movies but really alive
how silly am I to think I'd survive
In such a poisoned hive mind
Gave em identity I denied mine
tripped on a fine line among the timeline
The eternal connoisseur of perpetuality
Life and death is just my formality
I'm such a peasant they can't see it inside of me
I'm such a peasant they can't see it inside of me!
They yield to the power it devours
I'm poisoned and sour
burning inferno scours like lava showers I'm empowered
Born in sickness
Tortured witness
Burning flower
Thorns inserted halo inverted
Observe it on the surface it's perfect
Radiation in person that's my purpose
To burning inside my shell survive this hell and I die well
Now I'm dead
projecting on the scene
my senses are the screen
welcome to my daydream nightmare samething
Wage slaving on the daily
This is crazy save me I'm disgracing myself
Misplacing my wealth
An old safe on the shelf
Under a sacred spell
A royal peasant in hell
With an Impenetrable shell
The void will always prevail
Hit reset inhale
The collosal apostle
Inverted omniversal
Dispersal module on a mission impossible
Timeless clock stoppable obstacle
I'm not philosophical
Not intellectual
I'm cold embolden frozen golden glow I'm holdin
warp drive space time folded
Wormholin the human I'm remote controlling
peace I'm knowing gotta be deceased to know it
Meaning the mind is released
I unleash unconscious beast
from a timeless darkened sleep spark and seek
The artistry augments me
Sensory antenna meant for me
Incentive for suffering indignity
Cuz nothing was meant for me
Nothing was meant for me
Nothing was meant for me...
09/20/2020 Author's Note: this is a song i just recorded.
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Posted on 09/20/2020 Copyright © 2025 Matthew Sharp
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