I know I'm Crazy by Thomas K. HuntYou may call me crazy
I'm just a crazy fool
It's just something that I do
I'm just a fool for you
I know I'm crazy because of the things I do
I'm living your life and now my life is through
Here I am at the end of the day
sitting in the seat I sat in yesterday
Regret is my middle name
I have no one else to blame
This is all on me this is all I do
I was hoping it would help if I talked to you
I can't be who I want to be
Every day you smother me
There's no kindness from you any more
still I can't seem to find the door
Tied to obligations
Love living in the children's eyes
Witnessing so many firsts
Loving life as the babies cry
My mind thinks of freedom but I can't shake loose
You give me all the reasons
I'm crazy by what I choose
I wake up every morning with nothing but you
You bitch and you moan
You're only happy when you're mad
It's killing me
I don't even want what we had
I've spent my life counting days
They've turn to years and here I stay
Spitting out my own self pity
after all these years you don't look so pretty
I'm still living my life for you
I know I'm crazy but it's what I do
I'm all in but I get no return
By now you'd think I'd learn
I know I'm crazy by the company that I keep
day after day and week after week
I can't turn and walk away
so here I am living your life everyday
I know I'm crazy but I still play your game
Some day I wonder if you'll remember my name
After all you put me through I think I'm pretty cool
You don't have to remind me I know I'm a crazy fool
After all it's what I do
I'm crazy for you
05/08/2019 Author's Note: Lyric:
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Posted on 05/08/2019 Copyright © 2024 Thomas K. Hunt
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