"I have all these things I want to say to you but I'm too terrified of the outcome to utter a syllable. So I'll leister these sweet nothings in my mind for you to read"

As soon as I said that you came in with a quick attack
It or me flat on my back; I didn't know what to say or how to act
Like you got me in the Sol with a spiked bat
Now I see where we're really at as you're tearing me up like a wolf hidden in the pack
I was feeling so good just a second ago
Now you've made me feel I'm about to have a heart attack
I have to snap my self back with a clap of my worst and a hard slap
I can't shake the memory of you on my lap reminiscing to the old days
When we were just kids doing wack shit
I don't know if I can handle it tomorrow
Waking up and knowing you are over this.
You said you never wanted to hurt me
But now can't you see I'm laying in the dirt
Helplessly and hopelessly still trying to sing this sirens song
Just trying to find me beat to move along
I don't know if I can shuffle away
Because it was you I was waiting so long for
Every single say I would sit and pray hoping you would come back to me
Then lo and behold you came back to my plain
I started to feel same for the few short days you decided to stay
Then you turned around once again to fly away
Leaving me shattered I'm dismay
What was it I could have said it wasn't it a lack of something I didn't say
When I mustered up the courage to tell you I loved you
You lit up and brightened my darkened room
In my moment of weakness just one minute past two
When you read me at my lowest you had to come blasting through
Talking me down and putting me in my place too.
Welcome home to this O so familiar feeling, Blue.

10/16/2017

Posted on 10/16/2017
Copyright © 2026 Blue Medley