sure I've shaved my legs

painted my nails

quit football for punk rock

acted really really gay

made my dad mad

who was some vietnam vet with long hair who smoked dope

lsd, why not?

and I too smoke dope and drop lsd

sometimes

my hair is long at almost 40

I haven't grown up yet

and I realize there's no place in the world for me

a man like me, who should be dead

by now, I got the results from a doctor

too high!

everything is too much!

I should be dead

I need to stop drinking

I need to stop smoking

oh well

I can't, too bad

I wan't death

I choose death

and there's a christmas party on Thursday

I will go and smile

and Friday I meet her parents

do you think he wants to arm wrestle?

remember the doctor, I should be dead by now

somehow I have failed at that

oh well

12/15/2015

Posted on 12/15/2015
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