don’t know what to think
do know i think too much –
distorted idiotic self-destructive thoughts
born of an embryonic ego

tides

ebb and flow – back and forth
demanding declaration of intentions
withdrawing – don’t destroy the maybe
that might be

restraint

foreign alien quality
to date not masterfully embraced
conflicting with all that i have been
all that i am –
and can be?

answers

too many questions begging answers
that can’t be answered
without pushing you too far –
maybe causing the very things i fear
to be
the answers
i get
to my dilemma

05/04/2002

Posted on 03/24/2015
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