10 years ago I saw this shrink...

I was fucked up and I wanted to commit suicide

It wasn't the first time

It was one of many

that I wanted to end it all

I don't know where I found the number,

but I found the number

I called, made an appointment

Next week I was sitting in this shit hole office

it smelled bad...

My ex left me to become something or someone like this

I wonder now,

if she has an office too that smells like shit

and it resembles a dirty crotch

laced with crabs?

who knows?

maybe she got lucky?

Anyway, I told him all my problems

he wrote on a little note pad

kinda half assed and bored

at the end of the session I got up and tossed down a stack of money

he got up angrily and grabbed my arm

"hold on"

he counted each bill

"what's a matter, you don't trust me?" I said

he didn't say anything

after counting each note carefully he said I think I can help you,

but it's going to take hours and hours of work

"great" I said

"I need to get some personal information from you"

I gave it to him

after that I never spoke to him again

depression and suicide

I could handle better than

this.

03/23/2014

Posted on 03/23/2014
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