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The fine lines

by Meghan Helmich

Sometimes I am flooded with guilt
for touching my breasts at night and
stumbling into sleep on the thoughts of past lovers
pressing white fingerprints into me.

I am sure the world has been studying me
since I learned how to breathe, and now
I toss my hands and smooth my hair
and suck in my stretch-marked belly just to be sure.

I enjoy living in the lonely words of others
and dig for parallels in my stringy despair
to see how much I can weep into a megaphone
without drawing attention to my front door.

When I am alone I repeat conversations
I couldn't control and whisper what I should've said
because my hindsight is the wittiest
motherfucker I've ever met.

12/27/2011

Author's Note: "It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah."

Posted on 12/27/2011
Copyright © 2024 Meghan Helmich

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Joe Cramer on 12/28/11 at 02:45 PM

... outstanding.....

Posted by Gabriel Ricard on 12/28/11 at 03:03 PM

Some of these lines scrape the bone a little too frequently, and I love that. Inspiring work.

Posted by Mo Couts on 12/28/11 at 08:48 PM

Per usual, absolutely fabulous and catching. You're made of awesome and you should know it =)

Posted by Sal Haefling on 01/04/12 at 07:38 PM

Whoa, this is one of the best my eyeballs have ever stumbled upon!

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