...meghan, can i own this; say i thought of it, felt it first; and have everyone think/know that i wrote this...it is a pic of me[my life-duh,]a capsule of reasoning, feeling, and the yin yang of the two intertwined well. i'm envious. everytime i read it i see a liitle more into my past, my now, trying for the Zen moment even. put this in print; it is saveable.