Tomorrow
is my daughter's birthday
I'll call her
I'll she answer?
Don't know

I'll leave a message
Will she call me back?
Don't know

I'll text her
Will she respond?
Don't know

I have not
been the best Mother,
but I did my best
If I screwed up,
it was not intentional

She is the victim
of bad genes
She inherited
too many
conitions from me

I love her
I've tried o help her
but it's hard
when you don't know
what you are dealing wih

Secrets can kill you
Once you admit
you have a problem;
you can solve it

I think about my children
every day
They're grown
I am not
(and should NOT be
he center of their universe)
They have their own lives
their own children
ntact y
Thank G-d they are not alone
....I am

Tomorrow
is my daughter's birthday
IF I cannot contact you
just know that
I love you
....and
I always will

09/01/2011