Sanity by Erin JonesMy sanity has lost itself
Because I was never holding fast
I know it faded slowly
Because it has never been this bad
I refused to play your mind games
I still deal with the bullshit, though
Because no matter how much I hate you
I love you too much to let go
I bend my deepest rules
I betray everything I believe
I throw away my self-respect
Because I don't want you to leave
Yes, my sanity has lost itself
It is far beyond my reach
But it doesn't matter anymore
Because it makes this easier on me
I've lost myself so deep
In the trenches of idiocy
I've given up completely
So, I may as well have company
My sanity has lost itself
My intelligence -- lost by your guile
Maybe I even lost my mind
When I fell in love with your smile 08/01/2011 Posted on 08/01/2011 Copyright © 2024 Erin Jones
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