Yes, yes it does...and it doesn't depict ANY of those things as being true. Your writing is full of wonderful things...just like you are.

...joan this is a gem. the end-all is til you and i [just] stop writing...and you speak to Everyman, yet 'tis wise and beautiful what you just said and the way you said it. i bow to your character-the residence of beauty. humbly leaving ... backwards and appreciative to have been at this gala, to the Queen! i have to say this is me reading a great pome.

...also, i wished i had penned this. the drift, the ideation, lock-step progression of shortcomings [of oneself] in life [as alwasys judged by the ephemeral others...many times just b.s. like an angry-marching soldier; lines breaks were/are delightful...carry it.