The Day before Easter: Awaiting the Resurrection by Richard PaezThe Day before Easter: Awaiting the Resurrection {Anastasia | Anesthesia}
again and here I stand, attempting
to define the indefinable,
to speak the unspeakable
again and here I lay, desperate
to dream through sleeplessness
while hoping against hope
(should be outlawed for
this is what hope gets us)
words unspoken, vague
gestures, clumsy conversations:
pretending we’re better off
by pretending we’re better off
repeating the same routine, but
still some how cut off
from feeling – Anesthesia
we deserve better than
reciprocal moments caught
between mirrors, between
echoes of Jericho remembered
when the walls come down
will the walls come down
when will you rise,
resurrect me
Anastasia?
I find myself in a world I do not know, where staring at the sun makes sense, where we blind ourselves to keep from seeing what we want to see, from being born again, from here I stand, attempting to define the indefinable, to speak the unspeakable, repeating the same routine, but still some how cut off caught between mirrors, between echoes of your name on my lips, my lips on your name, resurrection. 03/16/2011 Posted on 03/17/2011 Copyright © 2025 Richard Paez
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