oh february, oh you goddamn favorite month of mine;
oh how you've slapped me again, oh how you've shown me
love and then ripped it from my hands.
february, you're a lost lover,
a lingering afterthought,
a dry martini missing its olive.


you taunted me with memories, you turned my
reflection into chaos 
and i allowed it.


you always keep the best parts of me 
and i always regret it.





02/28/2011