I took a walk tonight
to avoid my neighbors
who had invited me over
for pizza "with a bunch of people my age."

Seems that's all I do;
evade,
avoid,
I watch a movie instead of writing;
I take a walk in a downpour
instead of talking to people,

then I feel bad
for not having anyone to talk to.

I catch myself feeling sorry for myself
and I wonder,
what the hell's wrong with me?

Everything.
Everything is wrong with me.

12/12/2010

Posted on 12/12/2010
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