I've realized that giving up isn't the answer.
I'm growing up and things happen all the time.
Yet it just sucks for what happened.
I'll always feel somewhat how I used to,
But for now,
I'm just lost in a sea of memories.
With tears brimming my eyes,
And nothing helping.
But I don't want to hear "I'm sorry."
Can you give me an explanation?
Tell me why you did this?
Because everytime I looked at you,
I thought it was all true,
All the feelings I had for you were returned,
Atleast you had me fooled into thinking that.
But you can't take anything back.
Just know this:
I loved you.
But you knew that,
Why did you make me think you loved me too?
So far it seems you went on living,
Not even talking to me,
You didn't want me hating myself,
You'd rather me hate you.
Well I hate the both of us.
Me for falling for your stupid tricks,
And you,
You for making me believe all that wasn't true.

11/12/2010

Posted on 11/12/2010
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