[i know this much is true] by Anar Patelwhat to do with life
sometimes mine is such a waste
stumbling around blind
refusing to see
i used you as my crutches
could not stand alone
clarity is rare
i love the moments i see
i can smile again
right now i don't know
if i was ever for you
i was just a waste
now i am seeing
i don't need you to hold me
i'm alright alone
but sometimes i wish
that i knew this all along
you always loved me
i apologize
for never letting you in
god i know you tried
i can't accept love
i have come to terms with this
but i hope for change
so please bear with me
while i try to make amends
can you forgive me
i don't deserve it
but you are better than me
you always will be
excuse my rambling
i am not good at clean breaks
you already know
i don't want you back
i want to explain it all
and just find some peace
so i'm still selfish
and you are still full of love
do we ever change?
07/06/2010 Author's Note: clearly, it's been a long time since i've written anything.
Posted on 07/07/2010 Copyright © 2024 Anar Patel
Member Comments on this Poem |
Posted by George Hoerner on 07/07/10 at 06:53 PM And we all get hurt and hurt others. That is also part of life. Sometimes we hurt others with no intent to do so. One never really knows when we asking for too much or being asked for too much. Sit back and take life in a little longer. |
Posted by Matthew Sharp on 07/08/10 at 05:16 AM its awesome:) keep writing.... |
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