Maze of Contradictions by Kristen HeylUpdown,
herethere,
inout,
overunder
clarityconfusion.
Utter black confusion
thought it was one thing
turns out you think another.
Thought about it
saw you were right
but then utter confusion again.
You said one thing
but yet more words betray
the other.
Unsure of what you want?
or is it that you want it all
but without the limitations?
Or last but certainly not totally out there
is it that hurt has found you as well
so you hesitate on
I am trying to feel my way through this mess
without messing anything up and offending you.
I am just learning to let my walls tumble
and sunshine into my life.
To trust someone scares me almost to death
but yet I am doing it for I believe you are
someone who I can put my trust in and
not regret it later on.
I am going to tread slowly and softly
down this path of uncertainty
until I become sure of where
we are headed, whether it be forward
or nowhere.
Copyright Kristen R. Heyl
July 14, 2003 07/14/2003 Posted on 05/18/2010 Copyright © 2024 Kristen Heyl
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