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i don't care what you think aslong as it's about me

by Nanette Bellman

I have tried to be the bigger person and put things behind me. I have tried to befriend you in a way. I had no false intentions behind it. I don't care that this is a reaction, which gives you satisfaction. You're never going to see it and I'm not going to live with it inside me.

For you to make a commet like you did is completely uncalled for. When was the last time YOU had a one on one conversation about me? About a quarter to never. You know exactly NOTHING about me but what you are told by your husband and what a reliable source he is. I was nothing but honest to him and he threw my honesty back in my face. Called me a "whore" and a "slut" and treated me like a slave. He needed a mother. Someone to wake him up for work. Someone to cook his meals and clean his house and do his laundry. I was nothing but good to him until he started to be mean. Until he started to abuse me.

Tell me, how many false promises have been made to you, false promises broken. How many times have you caught him in a lie? How many times has he forced you to do something that you didn't? What names has he called you? Don't tell me the answer to any of those questions is no or none.

The rest of my relationship with him...is none of your business.

I don't know why you two insist on being so vindictive. I could have fought him tooth and nail and got MY stuff that you now have but there comes a time when enough is enough and you're sick of fighting and you just cut your losses. It's just stuff. Just material possessions that can be replaced.

You send an invitation to your wedding to my parents house. That was extremely rude. What was going through your head? Were you hoping you'd get a gift out of it or just a rise out me? Indeed, I was furious. Hence, why I called you (which you hung up on me) and RSVP'd to your wedding. I had no intention on wasting my time on driving and attending or my money on a hotel room. I did it solely to inflict a panic on you for being spiteful enough to invite me. In the future, when you get married again, because I'm pretty sure you will, don't send invitations to people you don't want to come.

Your comment, ha. I should be married over and over again...ha. I'm sorry that I didn't let the first Tom, Dick, or Harry who whispered the things I wanted to hear in my ear, knock me up, move me hundreds of miles away from my family, and marry me. I'm smarter than that. You should be too.

The only men 19 year old girls should be in love with are their fathers.

Now, act older than the unborn child you're carrying around in your uterus.

04/22/2010

Posted on 04/22/2010
Copyright © 2025 Nanette Bellman

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Johnny Crimson on 04/23/10 at 07:42 PM

This is everything you've wanted to say for years!! You did it. I'm so proud of you, and killer ending. :)

Posted by Julie Adams on 04/25/10 at 10:45 PM

wow, this feels so cathartic, i hope it helps to let out, on any level...it must...i never like to assume the author is the subject, but on some level this venting piece must allow one to exhale...kudos poet, by exposing this raw piece, like with salt to a wound, it will soon heal...

Posted by Morgan D Hafele on 04/27/10 at 01:22 AM

this is very raw and powerful and in-your-face. thanks for sharing

Posted by Ava Blu on 04/29/10 at 03:01 PM

Wow. Ouch indeed.

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