Deep Eyes: Secrets by Kim ThevenotI am conflicted
stuck between my selfish eyes
my selfish hands
and the awareness of the constrictive nature of my actions.
hold me tighter
kiss me lighter
i do not learn from my mistakes
but continue to repeat the same unfortunate steps
i have walked many misconceived times before.
and i am not naive to this fact.
a martyr to my own stubbornness and hopefulness.
do not let me mislead you..
in my hopefulness i am completely hopeless.
desiring what i know will not come
nor even exist to consider whispering complex flattery along my thighs
and he still shows up wandering through my dreams,
a hypocrite in his existence there,
for i know he was no dream.
yet i melt in those moments all the same
and curse my own loss of control once pale morning seeps into my empty room.
and once again, I have tripped on the net
and fallen into his best friends eyes.
.... i never learn from my mistakes.
i have hopes and dreams i will not admit to
will not write or emit through my glossed lips.
however, i am told i tell all my secrets through my eyes
too bad you'll never look deep enough to see them.
you'll miss the fact that in moments when i am silent and sad 03/03/2006 Posted on 03/07/2010 Copyright © 2024 Kim Thevenot
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