cruel by Angela Thomasoh god, please god, don't let me remember
her this way. i want her smiling in the back
yard under a canvas umbrella while the sun
plays in the rays on her back. not the monster
that currently lives inside of her skin. she's cruel,
demanding attention the minute that any semblance
of normal life begins to creep back into other people's
lives. not hers. because hers is not normal any longer,
it's crowded with big words and students in white
lab coats, under a microscope, and examined in terms
too big to comprehend with translation. i want her
with soft hair, a glass of chilled vino in her hand,
the scent of summer lingering on a lime-cured steak,
this is how i pray, god, you let me remember my mother. 02/23/2010 Posted on 02/24/2010 Copyright © 2024 Angela Thomas
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