Wondering… how you feel
How I really feel
Do I yearn for you
Or the idea of you
I’ve dreamt of you
Or have I
How should I be
I can’t go back
I refuse to
Fake, cold, heartless, distant, wasteful, hurtful, deceitful
Unreal with myself
Afraid to want, what I yearn for
No never again
Never again, pretend
Never again waste another moment
Another moment that could be counted towards forever
Never again

02/21/2010

Posted on 02/22/2010
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