benign by Angela Thomasof course, i'm praying that it's nothing
more than a fatty tumor, grown from fast
food and not enough exercise, not a massive
masochistic malignant growth that intends
to take my mother. i want so badly for him
to be the one on the phone consoling me,
wrapping his protecting, knowing arms around
my crying form as i throw back beer after beer
in a somber kind of stupor. as soon as she started
talking, i signed online and was booking flights home
to a place that i loathe being, dread sleeping, packing
like i'm on my way in less than an hour. home sweet
fucking home. and i pray that there is an ounce of life
beneath the granite and smoke hanging dimly at night. 01/11/2010 Posted on 01/11/2010 Copyright © 2024 Angela Thomas
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