tide by Angela Thomasi went straight to the beach. it was the only thing
i could think of that would calm the buzzing
humming droning thoughts in my head.
the nurse politely calling my name into the waiting room
of some generic hollywood planned parenthood office.
the warm sand the only thing i wanted between
my toes to take away the feeling of cold
stirrups under flexed arches. i laid down,
buried my head in my towel and wept. for like
the tide, he giveth and he taketh away. easy come,
easy go. this morning on the phone, i came thisclose to telling
you what really happened in la-la land. my voice cracked,
the same way yours did when you said 'mother'
that first time. and i couldn't find the words any more
than i could hold the tide from drawing back into the ocean. 11/02/2009 Posted on 11/03/2009 Copyright © 2024 Angela Thomas
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