back by Angela Thomasit's so familiar, like a lover's hands inside
your skirt after years away. it's like it never
left. i should have known this old friend
would be back eventually. and the feeling
settles in, something like a churning gut
a few hours after bad sushi, unavoidable,
persistent, and sure as hell not going away,
when i realize what it is. the glass against
my lips, the fork against my tongue, the paper
burning, smoke curling, none of it makes
it go away. it sits there stagnant - an odor
lingering. i'm not really mad at all. i expect
this somehow. this is natural. this is what always
seems to happen to me. it's disappointment again. 09/08/2009 Posted on 09/09/2009 Copyright © 2024 Angela Thomas
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