i seriously have to wonder
if you're just trying to fuck
with what's left of my heart

you had everything
that was me
and now you seem
to want it all back

and i honestly wonder
if you just want to fuck
me over yet again
because that seems to be
where this is all going
and it hurts

now you've said it twice
and i can no longer ignore
those simple words
you like to write
at the end of every letter
it really hurts

i wish i knew what to do
who to talk to
and what to say to you
i just wish i could pretend
you didn't say
anything

i guess this is my fault
i started it all
i had this desperate urge
to call you, nearly a year ago
and i begin to wish
that i hadn't

because this is just too much
too much for me to handle
too much to deal with
and i still don't know what to do
because yes, it's true
i'm still in love with you

04/06/2009

Posted on 04/07/2009
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