ah, my dear, if you were truthful, you'd say you don't believe in him anymore. love is. it is everywhere. love didn't fail you. he did. lose faith in him, but not in love....nor, more importantly, in yourself. someone else's inability to commit is truly no reflection on you. it is so easy to absorb other people's faults as our own and carry that burden as if we deserve it somehow. you are loved!