i fear that
if i surrender to
the loneliness

i am proclaiming
defeat

yet if i don't
i am just playing
the part of

the court jester

03/08/2009

Author's Note: this is how it has always been and no matter how much i hate it or even how much i try to change it....it always stays the same...i know nothing else ~ yet i yearn for so much more

Posted on 03/09/2009
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