every day i sit down at this computer and stare at this blank screen hoping to just share a bit of my day....a moment in time....and every day it seems i struggle for the words to put here....it has not only become my daily objective to catalog my 2009 but now it seems my daily challenge

and it always seems to come back to him....i am so tired of it always coming back to him...i haven't even the strength to fight it anymore....i've not even the strength to hold my head up...my eyes burn from crying myself to sleep every night and the bags underneath them show not the age of a soon to be 34 year old but that of a weary soul just trying to make it through her days and nights

so today when i sat down to pen my child....i decided to just write some words and hope they all came out right ~ because nothing else seems to be working in my life these days

not even my words

02/09/2009

Author's Note: i just want to close my eyes and rest

Posted on 02/10/2009
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