I've been there, too, love. Beautiful and absolutely heartbreaking.

Loneliness can be really difficult sometimes. They especially around the holidays. At times it happens when you have a room full of people and just don't feel as if you are a part of what is going on. Take a deep breath and realize you have a lot of friends here.

...shonda, c'mon over here gal, give me a hug...i want to exlain to you youngsters...such is life and it's as it should be[NOW!!!!] you have loneliness in your bones allllll your life, but most of us keep a lid on it, it does sometime spill out...now is the latter, that's all...REAL LOVE AWAITS YOU...you will receive goodness.