07. make your peace with God, AJ by Nanette Bellmanyou need to know this.
that one day you're going to come home
and find me face down on the floor,
choking on aspirations,
purged word vomit in my hair,
things i needed to get out,
i needed to say to you.
the things you kept making me swallow
because there's never a time
and there's never a place.
and it's never "no day like today"
do you believe me now?
when i say not talking about it
will only cause a bigger fight? 11/07/2008 Author's Note: he gave me a now and later as a peace offering. not just to say, "i want you to stay" but more "deal with the BS now so you can have me later"
Posted on 11/07/2008 Copyright © 2024 Nanette Bellman
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