let's get one thing straight by Nanette Bellmani can't seem to get one who understands
to bite the hook and take it line and sinker.
i once had one say...
"i hurt you this much???"
because i had constructed letters into words
about how he had made me feel
and i let him read them.
"hurt isn't measured by how much
i write for you, to you, or about you."
and it's not.
it will never be about how many words
i can fit on a single piece of paper.
or how big the words i choose are
or how many other words i could have used
if only i would have looked in the thesaurus.
it's not even about how many books
i could write you.
i've had another forbid me from this.
because
"you should be able to tell me everything
...tell me anything."
so what i'm getting at is this...
if i do it and it's about you,
don't flatter yourself.
and if it's not,
don't worry your pretty little face.
this is pretty much only about me.
it's just what i do.
so let me do it. 09/16/2008 Author's Note: no outlet should cause this many problems. and it won't from now on.
Posted on 09/16/2008 Copyright © 2024 Nanette Bellman
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