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by Emily G Myers

I check for you every day.
you are my compulsion;
wringing my hands like an old worried mother,
checking for you,
any sign of you.
a word,
a space,

anything that gives away your position.

I am compelled by you.
every day I check for you;
wandering with no poise at all.

whatever I have is on my sleeve,
and I know that when I check for you,
even if you're there,
I am never satisfied by what I find
and I never will be.

there is not enough of you to go around.

and you are not
will never be
mine.

so as much as I check for you,
wringing my hands like some old mother,
I can never find enough of you.

09/03/2008

Author's Note: because I like to become attached to people I can't ever have.

Posted on 09/03/2008
Copyright © 2024 Emily G Myers

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Joe Cramer on 09/03/08 at 11:16 AM

... an exceptional write!

Posted by Genevieve Sturrock on 09/03/08 at 07:27 PM

there is a certain kind of safety in making attachments to those are unavailable. wonderful write.

Posted by George Hoerner on 09/03/08 at 08:07 PM

Well done lady. Many of us have been there.

Posted by Tricia Marie Miel on 09/04/08 at 04:17 AM

I've been there. Somehow being unattainable only fuels the compulsion for more information and your poem captures the sentiment. Nicely done!

Posted by Max Phineas on 10/11/08 at 04:39 AM

Fantastic. You've know idea how much I can relate. Excellent write! Favorited.

Posted by Max Phineas on 10/11/08 at 04:40 AM

P.S.- I literally checked the author name to see if I'd written this and forgot. That's how familiar it all is.

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