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Maturity by Jim BenzAt twelve o'clock, revulsion / on the telephone
and a yellow blur / cutting ribbons in my head:
dissolution / of yesterday's joy ride, or was it
today's? On the path / to the phone, a clutter
of beer cans and bottles. / They reach
for my ankles, claw / at my toes
like some sort / of zoned out zombies. I scratch
my ass. What movie / did we watch last night?
The room spins / slowly, melodiously,
as I wander through / the hollow clank
of empty beer cans, shuffling / feet, ringing
phones. Something / needs to change. I startle
at the sound of someone snoring / through the open
window. I look outside / and there you are,
sprawled out on the lawn like someone's / dirty laundry.
What will the neighbors / think? Do I care?
At least you made it / down the stairs. Even so,
the phone / just won't stop ringing, ringing
like a fucking nightmare. / That's what I call it:
my phone, / the fucking nightmare.
It never stops. I pick it up and it's / my boss:
"uh huh, yeah I know, I'll be in."
Son of a bitch. Something / needs to change. 04/24/2008 Posted on 04/24/2008 Copyright © 2026 Jim Benz
| Member Comments on this Poem |
| Posted by Ann Krischus on 04/24/08 at 01:40 PM wow...this goes very deep. addiction is an awful curse. hope something changes and you remember you are God/dess blessed. |
| Posted by Elizabeth Jill on 04/24/08 at 05:19 PM See what happens, Jim, when you toss your pen? People are so deep into it, they believe it's autobiographical (and might well be, parenthesis.)
My phone has the same name (I blush to say)
This one carries me away and I am in love with it. |
| Posted by Laura Doom on 03/09/13 at 10:18 PM Maturity is the nightmare; I saw it once in a dream and am yet to wake. Present and smiling at this episode; waiting for the serial ringtone... |
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