he's disappeared again
on another drug binge
hiding away too afraid
to come back home
feeding his soul shooting
up to kill the pain & i
only want to save him
to love him to lick his
wounds and fuck his
fears away wrap around
him and never look
back but i don't know
where he's at my lost
and lonely cocaine
soldier my lover my sin
my beginning & my end

03/19/2008

Author's Note: all true.

Posted on 03/20/2008
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