a complicated series of knots by Angela Thomashow quickly we sew up what had been opened, exposed
and raw in the harsh light of day. we close up and hold
our swollen hands tight to something closer than ourselves.
i want to fill the awful silence with words, but somehow
the only sound i can make is the soft swish of alpaca silk
yarn around a cold crochet needle, five feet deep into a scarf
i've made at least fifteen ways by now. each time i unravel
it, the yarn loses its shape a little more. it becomes, i don't know,
softer somehow, but also tighter. a chinese paper trap. i just knit
and knit and sometimes they say that a true artist is one that knows
when to just walk away. when to make that last stitch, sew it all
back up together, a final imperfect masterpiece - close that last hole.
put away the tinicture and heal yourself. we hold a pained hand
to our chest because deep inside is where it actually hurts. 11/14/2007 Author's Note: to g. by c.
Posted on 11/14/2007 Copyright © 2024 Angela Thomas
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