every month is a constant reminder,

just how much you hate me.

i often wonder where you went wrong.

i get it now though -

you were broke when i got you.

i've carried you all these years.

why do you do this to me?

you have taken control of me,

and not just physically.

you're reaping my soul,

killing me dead like you already are.

and that's fine.

when the time is right,

just leave "it" alone.

and in the right time

"it" hasn't come for you.

it's not yours to take.

even though, when it does come,

it'll mean the end for you.

10/26/2007

Posted on 10/26/2007
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