i can't believe
a year later
i'm still here
dissecting
every choice of words
any inflection in his sentence
just to grasp
just to surmise
some idea
of what he could mean

[i am scared that the truth
is obvious but
it is not what i want]

i keep losing so much
just to gain a little

10/09/2007

Posted on 10/10/2007
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