it could be anything...makes the wheel spin. beautifully anonomous.

how does he belittle you? maybe he doesnt realize it. and what the $#%@ is it you keep telling him? you tell him that you love him. and then he waits until it starts to seem hopeless. besides... things have changed since you wrote this poem. hopefully the next poem about him will be a truthful appreciation for the passion he has for you and the willingness to do whatever it takes to pursue it.

maybe he loves you so much, that your fear of dealing with him frustrates him into an overbearing fire of wanting and missing. maybe he gave up on you and treated you like $#%@ just to make it stop. just to find out he still loves you. and always will. no matter.... only you know his true heart. what will you do with it this time? how much longer it will be there for you? how much longer will your fear keep you from finding out?