Dear Daddy

Every time it is there
Everywhere you go
It is never going to go way
I am afraid to say

Dear Daddy I feel you near
And this to me is a fear

Every time
Everyway
I see you somehow
Everyday.

I need to find the truth
In a different way
I need to see the idyllic burr
The bottom of the bottle
The distorted reality
Where it is fair to fuck with your family

Well sorry to say
I will see you that one day
When the bottle gets the best of you
You are left to rot and be forgotten.

Because to me you are nothing
I look up through the bottom of the clear glass
That clear liquid that makes you sick
In your head I am not the,
But that’s the way it’s always been,

Bangs and bright lights
A holiday festival of delight
Was the night you came into this world
The day of today, about 45 years ago
Your mother’s joy.
Like me.
Your fathers pride,
Not like me.

What were those words you said to me?
Those many years ago.
I was unwanted here.
I must go.
To you I have no lifeline,
To me you have no soul.

Can you ever understand the hurt you cause?
I think not.

Because that bottle makes you rot.
Takes my dad away
You are a stranger to me,
I do not know you at all.
But who’s fault is that.
I need you to know that my love for you will never show.
Why because there is none!
Nothing.
All passion is replaced by pain
All love is replaced by hatred.
I am your daughter your flesh and blood.
My brother and I should have been your life
My mother should have been more than a punch bag wife,
She is amazing, far beyond what you will ever know,
Just goes, to show,
We never needed you!

07/19/2007

Posted on 07/19/2007
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