I am so lost for you right now.....

I find myself looking for you and wondering where you are

I stood in the rain yesturday face up to the sky,

wonderng if you were lost in the wind.

I search for you wondering if you can find me..

I want to tell you about my school, I want you to feel proud of me.

I need your advice synical or not...

I miss you so much. 

I understand that you are gone, I saw your last breath,

but you told me that we are all energy and energy never dies,

so where is yours?

I'm lost dad...I hope that you are not..

I can close my eyes and pretend that you are that wind on my face..

maybe you are?  I keep waiting for the lights to flicker

or the TV to flash on an off like it did when you were sick...

I'll be here waiting for a sign, in the mean time I shall remain... lost.

06/12/2007

Posted on 06/13/2007
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