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the death of me

by Shonda Chrissonberry

i am tired of looking at a blank screen
that damn cursor teasing me
or a blank page
mocking me with it nakedness

they are leviathan in my soul
~ this leviathan being of course
the 2nd definition
mentioned in Webster's~

these words inside of me

SCREAMING

to be born

tearing at me from within

i fear by the time they make it to

c
o
n
c
e
p
t
i
o
n

then to

b
i
r
t
h

there will be nothing left to give
no where to go

so they rotfesterspoil
until all of me is gone
and they are all i have

04/04/2007

Author's Note: i write because i have to

Posted on 04/05/2007
Copyright © 2026 Shonda Chrissonberry

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Michelle Angelini on 04/05/07 at 03:03 AM

Shon, I find when I try to force the words out of me, they don't come as easily. Let the words come to you. You'll get your best ideas when you least expect them. Honest. This is a very good venting poem. And yes, I do feel like this sometimes.
~Chelle~

Posted by Genevieve Sturrock on 04/05/07 at 12:27 PM

ah yes...been there...actually, still there, my dear. have lots of little notes jotted down in my journal and about a dozen half-formed and ill-conceived poems on my notepad. and i write because i have to, too.

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