Why do I have the same continuous smile while I read this three or four times, and while I comment now? Even with the dark images, even with the frustration. Because you are so bright. And that brightness makes the cracks where we see through the entrapment. That vision breaks out of the everyday and is the best humans can do. I am not unrealistic about life, I just want to squeeze every last drop of beauty I can and drink it up. And her smile, her look is beauty...that's why you don't. At least that's what I sense... and two against the everyday is better than one. It's a comfort, anyway.