She hadn't felt like this in years. Oh my God she thought, what if he didn't want her? She knew, she had to like him after all she created her "dream man." But there wasn't as much preparation or speculation about the opposite happening. Two years of study, much of it learning who she was, and why she picked the "Bad Husband." It all made perfect sense in dreamland, now she worried, what if he was too good for her? Being that he was essentially the same man in a deep way, with his baggage better sorted, organized, it was said he would still have the essential attraction he had. She knew she had a lot of work to do on herself in short time to release her baggage and this initial stage of his transformation was to be her chance. It was all so psychologically exciting, she marveled at the entire discovery process. And knew she would spend many dream filled nights coaching others to recieve there BHT's and BWT's in payment for her Dreamland education, and looked forward to it. If only it works she thought, otherwise she'd be going back for a degree in UR(Upgrade Reversal) She heard a low cough, the couch creaked. Nervously adjusting her hair, then her bust, she scurried out to the couch. He suddenly sat up, "how long have I been asleep he inquired?" "Not long, a little more than ten minutes" she replied. "I feel great"! he said in wonderment "like a new man" she smiled "Thanks" he said. "You did it didn't you?" before she could untie her toungue he continued, "I am so glad I really needed this overhaul" Smiling, She moved in closer, cupping his face she caressed his stubble, his neck melding into his shoulders. "Could this be?" she thought "My perfect man?" They kissed slowly, gingerly, passion surged. Passion she missed, the decade of torment she spent with her "Bad Husband" was like a black hole that sucked all the passion from her spirit and soul. It could be replaced she knew, it was written in the program. He would have an excessive nurturing adoring phase toward her for the first 27 hours where she was to take every ounce of love/passion and fill her painful void. No matter how emotional, she must release, cry, laugh, without fear. He was programed to received her entire emotional range for these 27 hours, it also served as a bar for his future emotional tolerance of her. And after all she needed to be fully receptive of her UM (upgraded man) affections at this time or she would risk him possibly dimming down to his old self. His new positive attributes needed to be stoked, made an integral part of everyday life, or risk atrophy. Determined, she let herself go, and at moments struggled as she had, had to hold back so often in the past. Dreamland prepared her for this, yet it was harder than she expected. A few times she felt terrified, and felt fearful that he was freezing up, yet it turned out he too was a bit rusty in emotional expression himself, they laughed and cried together. It was the most glorious night she ever experienced.

03/24/2007

Author's Note: This turned out to be a passive chapter, deeper dement will likely come.

Posted on 03/24/2007
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