I am falling into myself
deeper and darker
soon I'll be gone,
if I continue
these days are filled with a sadness not familiar
to this weary heart and soul,
I'm tired ...

I have to be careful
but somehow don't care,
I need to be diligent
for what?

these days I spend just sitting around
tired of complaining
of wondering aloud,
therein lies this question
I refuse to answer
don't want to see
this side of me
why bother?

I know better, yet do nothing
not that I'm feeling sorry
for my situation
not even,
my world is empty without your presence
without a reason
for me

I know
I'm falling
deeper
inside of myself,
if I'm not careful
I'll soon vanish ...

03/06/2007

Posted on 03/06/2007
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