how do I explain my obsession for you?
no matter how hard I deny
I can't,
you know it,
no other has breached so profoundly
beyond any flesh
its true,
swirl around my heart and bewildered mind ...

each time we speak
I'm weak with desire,
you mess up my daylight
torture my nights...
and I'm back to where I began
alone with my blues,
you walked right in and took control
I am beholden,
yet, nervous and shy ...

you embody
all I've ever wanted in a man
and not just any man,
the MAN for me ...
what makes this so hard
are those boundaries,
we share
yet,

how can I not love you?
for all time,
I dream of 'us'
with you by my side,
sipping on Merlot
laughing at sunset
straight through to daybreak ...

hell!
why didn't I meet you
earlier in my life?
I would be crazy for you
you'd be weak with desire,
the perfect pair, we'd be
these questions
endless questions,
no answers I see ...

I feel your desire
confusing,
you know my need
infuriating!
guess this is a dream
my dream,
how to reconcile
the one man who reached to caress my soul ...

02/22/2007

Posted on 02/22/2007
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