Posted by Alison McKenzie on 02/22/07 at 03:20 AM Oh, this brings to my mind so many vivid images. Now I remember MY first puppy, whom my own mother ran over, and then sat on the lawn with him and me the two of us sobbed and sobbed. A cowboy came rambling by on his bay mare, and said, "Scuse me m'am. Let me help." And he went right back to our shed, and got a shovel, and I'll never forget the way Lady's lifeless form crumpled into that little grave. I never wanted to move away from that house; my two year old mind could not imagine abandoning my faithful buddy. Like you, I'm not sure it's a good thing to revisit that memory or not. I just know I definitely connect with the horror of the emotions you painted. :-( |