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Te Tamari No Atua

by Nicole Assenza

I spend a lot of time decorating masks;

I don’t want to die when
The only thing I’m still hiding is
The lines of my face

If there’s anything about me
It has to be this—
The sand of my
Childself oyster
Continues its progress
Polishing the rough of my soul
Into a pearl less dull

Continuing with the sea metaphor
Whenever I go there I feel as though
I’d live to dive and die
Crawling back up the wet womb of the earth

There’s something warm and usual there
And I am so tired already

Messenger birds of worry sit politely on my shoulders
Their weight is patient and heavy
Patient until I have the time to sink--
And the dirt’ll touch my knees
And even then; I won’t pray
I’ll look to the stars, however
Thank them for their forever smile

And when the last of my dust is gone
Even the stars won’t know
Everything about me

There’s something about the endless things
And I am still a child to them

12/28/2006

Author's Note: I'm like that black crow flying in the blue sky.

Posted on 12/29/2006
Copyright © 2025 Nicole Assenza

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