Dad by Lisa-Dawn SparlingI am so lost without you.
Know matter how many times we talked about it,
no matter how much we did or didn't know it was coming,
I am devastasted that you are gone.
It was only 13 days ago that they gave you 4 weeks to live,
I heard the words and I understood them,
but I could never have anticipated the emptiness I feel
You and I always talked about your journey and what you might feel,
and I pray that you were at peace dad, you looked like you were.
I hope you felt that I was by your side the whole time.
I hope that you realized that I love you so much and how much of an influence you were on my life.
The last few years we have become best friends,
I just wish we embraced each other the same way when I was younger.
We have travelled so far together, and I hope Dad that you are ok now
that you are not lost or scared.
I love you dad with all of my being.
I spent the last night in the hospital with you and gave you juice when you sat up
I didn't say a lot to you because we have said so much and I told you that it was ok for you to go
and I told you that kelly was waiting for you on the other side.
Please come to me some time and let me know you ok,
I need to know that it is ok on the other side.
I thought I would have got a message from you by now,
maybe you are just busy checking in..
Rest in peace dad, i mean it, rest in peace. 12/23/2006 Posted on 12/24/2006 Copyright © 2025 Lisa-Dawn Sparling
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